"Harry's the flirt, just a warning V!" Louis joked. We were all hanging out at Milkshake City.
Yuri, Melody, Danielle (Liam's girlfriend), and the rest of the boys, except Zayn. Harry raised his eyebrow at Louis and suddenly grabbed and kissed me. "I'm a loyal boyfriend!" Harry said as he pushed Louis. Zayn barged in and shouted "VAS HAPPENIN!!! GUYZ, we have a new gig!"
"Really? Where?" Liam answered.
"Brighton!"
"BRIGHTON?!?!" the boys shouted in sync.
"Yeah, we have to leave tonight. We have a show next week and we have to rehearse at the venue as soon as possible" Zayn said quickly.
Harry looked worried and looked at me. I held his hand and looked him in the eyes. I gave him that don't leave me look. He kissed my forehead and whispered "I'll be back as soon as possible, promise."
Harry's POV
When Louis and I went back to our apartment, I felt bad that I had to leave Violet for a while. "Lou, did Zayn tell you how long we'll be there?" I asked. "Yeah, he said about 2 months" "2 MONTHS? Why?!" "I don't know, maybe we're going to shoot a video or something? I have no idea." Now I was really worried. Not seeing my girlfriend for 2 months is torture. I would call her everyday, but that wouldn't be enough.
I drove up to her house to say goodbye. It was one of the worst experiences ever.
"Babe, I'll call you everyday. Text you every morning and night." I whispered. She was crying. I wanted to cry. My heart was breaking and all I could do was hug her tight. "I have to go. I love you. So much. I'll be back, you know that okay?"
Violet's POV
With tears in my eyes, I was speechless. Harry was about to leave and I couldn't look at his face. Yes, it does hurt to see someone you love leave even for a short period of time. Deep inside I was telling myself to stay strong. I know he'll be back. But I was also thinking about trust. If he leaves, will he still stay faithful? I kept on hearing Louis's voice over and over when he said that Harry was a flirt. I knew he was joking, but who knows? It might be true. When he whispered I love you, I kissed him right away. It was a painful kind of kiss, the kiss that I didn't want because I know he's leaving. I stared at his car as it faded into the long, narrow road. I wiped my tears and went back inside the house.
The next day, I received a voice mail from Harry. "Good morning, beautiful. Take care of yourself. I love you." That instantly made me smile.
That was the daily routine. He called every night and greeted me every morning. It felt nice, knowing that even when he's busy or tired, he still makes time for me. But after a few days, he only calls me at night and texted me short messages in the morning. I thought "Wow, he must be really busy."
One day at Yuri's house, Melody randomly asked, "Do you trust Harry? Completely?" "Of course I do, why would you ask that?" I answered. "Because if he ever cheats on you, I'ma cut people!" We all laughed at Melody's joke. But that got me thinking, though. I'm not that paranoid, I know he's been busy so I just let the thought pass.
Harry called me up last night and said they were shooting their new music video. That was all he told me, and said he was tired. "Good night babe. Call you soon." then he hung up. He sounded strange. Not the normal Harry I used to talk to. I was having doubts.
The next morning I didn't receive a text or voice mail from Harry and I called Louis.
"Lou, are you with Harry?"
"No, I'm with Zayn and Niall. Why? Hasn't he called you?"
"Not yet. Uh, mind doing me a favor? Could you keep an eye on Harry for me? Sorry, do I sound that paranoid?"
"No, it's fine! I know you just care. Sure mate, we'll keep an eye on him"
"Thanks, and please don't tell him I called."
I didn't really hear from the boys a few days after. I was fine with that, because I know Lou and the others were keeping an eye on him.
Another lonely night for me, and my phone rang. I received an MMS message from Zayn. It was quite dark and blurry, but I knew who it was. Yup, Harry. And yes, you guessed it. With another girl. She was leaning on him, or at least that's what it looked like. I felt my heart beat faster because of how angry I was.
"So who's the girl?"
"One of our models at our music video"
"You're not shooting are you? Come on, don't mess with me Zayn."
"We finished 2 hours ago. But listen...."
I didn't listen to Zayn and hung up the phone. I sent Harry the photo with a side note saying "Lou was right, you are a flirt. Have fun, xoxo" I turned off my phone and placed it in my drawer.
I was okay after a few days, I felt fine. A bit angry and sometimes would cry when I'm alone. But luckily I got my friends to keep me distracted. "Who's this b*tch I'ma cut up? Or do you want me to cut Harry? I have a chainsaw!!" Melody said as she stood up. I didn't laugh, I just smiled and looked down. Yuri sat beside me and gave a tight hug. The girls joined and it was all fine for a while.
Harry's POV
I miss my girl. I owe her so much because I don't get to call her everyday anymore. I'm just tired and I rarely have time for her.
"So today, a few girls are going to be in the music video and you can flirt all you want!" the director said.
"Especially Harry!" Liam joked. I stuck my tongue out and laughed. While shooting Zayn's scene, the girls arrived. "This is Madison, Lisa and Riley." one of our hair stylists said. We all gave them a warm welcome. To be honest, Madison was the most beautiful one, and when we met we instantly clicked. She was really fun to be with. She was like a sister to me, actually. But of course that's it, I have a girlfriend who I love very much.
"Okay, Harry's scene is up next!" the director announced. "Harry, you have to kiss Madison." My face went blank and the boys teased me. I got a bit pissed and gave them an angry stare. They stopped and walked away. I didn't want to disappoint Violet, but this is work. Just work, no feelings. And besides, Madison is like a sister to me anyway. So we shot the scene before it got dark
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
"Now kiss!" the director shouted from behind us. I kissed her gently. It was a long kiss, I didn't even realize how long it was.
"And cut!!!"
Madison smiled and me and I couldn't look at her. I saw Louis and Liam staring at me in disappointment. I felt bad, I even wanted to cry. "Sorry" I whispered to Madison and ran away. I ran as fast as I could and tried to find a place to hide. I cried while I was running and sat on this big rock. I grabbed my phone in my pocket and stared at my wallpaper of Violet.
"Harry? Harry are you there? Are you okay?" a voice below asked. It was Madison. She climbed up the huge rock I was sitting on and sat beside me. "Sorry about earlier, I just miss my girlfriend and I just felt like I cheated on her in some way because of our kiss." I whispered in a rough voice. "It's okay, I understand. I treat you like a brother and you treat me like a sister. That's all there is right?" Madison answered as she leaned her head on my shoulder. I didn't want to be rude, so I just let her do that. She saw the photo in my phone and said "is that her? She's beautiful." I tried to show a little smile. I realized it was getting dark and Niall called us both. "It's time to go home, lads" he said from below. "Thank you Madison" I said as I smiled at her. I guess she was expecting for a hug, but I just couldn't anymore.
Later that night when I was about to call Violet, I received an MMS message from her. It was a dark and blurry photo of me and Madison leaning on me. with a note saying "Lou was right, you are a flirt. Have fun, xoxo" I was confused, how and who took that photo? And why did they send it to Violet? I tried to call her, but her phone was dead. Tears started forming from my eyes. I was hurt and angry at the same time. I didn't know what to do.
Violet's POV
My phone was turned off for 2 days and yes, I could survive. Good thing Harry didn't know any of the girls' numbers. As I was walking to my room, the phone rang and my mom answered.
"Hello? Who's this please? Oh, hello Louis! What? Emergency?! What accident?!" As soon as I heard the word emergency and accident I ran down the stairs and grabbed the phone. "If this is a joke, I'll hang up." I quickly said.
"No joke, Violet. Harry has been rushed to the hospital. He drove too fast and crashed."
"WHAT?! WHEN?! Why did... What..." I was shaking and couldn't believe what I heard. I got weak and dropped the phone. My mom picked it up "What happened? Where are you? We'll drive there right now" My mom pulled me up and told me to get my jacket. I felt sick and couldn't breathe right. She pushed me in the passenger seat and strapped on my seat belt. "Harry's at the Frederick General Hospital. I'll drive as quick as possible. Turn your phone on." mom commanded. When I clicked the button, I received tons of messages from Harry. They were all about what happened. I read them one by one and started crying hard again. My mom grabbed my phone and called Louis. I leaned on the car window and closed my eyes and prayed that he'll be alright. I didn't know that I was going to fall asleep, and I did. My mom woke me up and I had a terrible headache. We were in front of the emergency department and she told me to run inside. I ran as fast as I could and saw the boys at the waiting room. I felt weak again and almost fell. Louis caught me and I just cried. My eyes were already swollen. "It's my fault. It's all my fault." I whispered. Louis was hugging me and patting my back.
2am, and we were still waiting. Niall and Zayn fell asleep, Louis and Liam were talking. A doctor approached us, "he's gonna be okay." I felt relieved and we all took a deep breath and sighed.
The doctor lead us the room where Harry was. When we saw him, he had bandages on his forehead and arms. And again, I felt weaker and weaker while approaching him.
"I can't do this. I just..." I said as I backed away from the door. I couldn't enter the room. Seeing Harry like that was something I can't handle. I sat on the floor across the room and covered my face with my hands. Someone sat beside me and realized it was Harry's mom. She hugged me tight and of course I started tearing up again. "I'm so sorry, this is all my fault." I whispered. "No, no. Don't say that dear. It was an accident. It's no one's fault." she answered as she hugged me even tighter. I told her that I wasn't ready to go inside and it's okay if I stay outside alone. She stood up and asked my mom if she wanted coffee. They both left along with the other boys to grab something to eat. Liam asked if I was hungry and I shook my head. As I watched them leave, I had the courage to enter the room. 1, 2, 3 I counted shaking in fear. When I opened the door, Harry looked at me, I ran to him and we hugged tighter than ever. I could feel him crying and I just couldn't let go of him.
"I'm sorry baby. I'm so so sorry. This is my fault. I shouldn't have done that." Harry whispered.
"Tell me you weren't trying to commit suicide! Tell me!" I cried as I pulled away to look him in the eye.
"I.... I... I was.. I was drunk and depressed 'cause you weren't answering any of my messages and I miss you and I just drove carelessly and I... I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..."
"Ssssshhhh, it's okay baby. I'm here. I forgive you. Sssshhh" I whispered hugging him tight again.
I kissed him on the forehead and he attempted to kiss me. Another painful kind of kiss but a sort of healing kiss. It was gentle, but hard for both of us.
"I love you okay, everything's going to be alright." I said.
I laid and put my arms around him, closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I suddenly woke up. I realized it was already 4:30am. Harry was still deep asleep and I moved and stood quietly and tried not to wake him up. I got off the bed and brushed his hair with my hands. I kissed him on the forehead and left the room. I walked to the lobby and saw the boys. Niall and Liam were sleeping on the couch while Louis, Zayn, Harry's mom and my mom were just waiting. "Violet! You're awake. Is Harry awake?" Louis asked. I shook my head, "he's tired. Let him sleep for a while." I told Liam to take the others home, "I'm staying. You guys go ahead. I'll keep Violet company" Louis insisted. I also told my mom and Harry's to go home too. So Louis and I were left in the lobby.
"It really is my fault. I shouldn't have over reacted and let Zayn explain the photo." I told Louis.
"Let me tell you what really happened. Zayn was supposed to tell you that the girl leaning on Harry was only a model for our music video. Yeah, she and Harry had to kiss but after that Harry cried and ran away. He felt like he cheated on you because of that kiss. That was how much he loves and misses you." Louis explained.
"Then why was she leaning on him?"
"She was only trying to comfort him. She means nothing to Harry, just another girl in a music video. But I bet the whole time he was kissing the girl, all he wanted was to kiss you."
I was tired of crying, but I couldn't help it. I started crying and Louis tried to comfort me.
"You guys didn't know that he got drunk and drove away?" I asked.
"We knew he was drinking and he got reckless, shouting your name. We tried to stop him but he grabbed my car keys and stole my car. We couldn't see the car anymore because of the fog and he was driving too fast. We all rode Liam's car and I drove as fast as I could. It was too late. The car crashed into a huge tree...."
"Okay, enough. I don't wanna hear the rest of the story." I was shaking and my hands were sweating.
"Sorry about your car..." I continued.
The next few days I took care of Harry. I slept beside him every night and fed him too. I owe him everything.
"Baby, promise me this won't happen again." I whispered as I helped him sit. He smiled and nodded. He pulled me closer to him and kissed me gently. "I promise."
The end :)
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